13 March 2006

..... a thing that i could not understand....

I'm really glad that we've got no classes 'til tomorrow. almost 5 more school days left before our vacation starts.

today, did some things. pero spent most of my afternoon with my honey. after finishing all the papers that he needed for his enrollment, he went straight here. we watched some t.v. then went to buy some merienda. after eating, we had a little biruan which led to a misunderstanding. he left without a single goodbye. i called him and he said that he's on his way home, and the line was cut. i don't know if he meant to cut it or it's just because of the network. i understood that he had to go home na since he had to fetch his dad sa office. so i didn't bother him anymore. before he left, he told me that his dad would go home at 5pm. so after a few hours, i tried calling him on both of his numbers. but no answer. i know that he's trying not to use his phones while driving so i patiently waited and tried calling him every now and then. still no answer until finally his phone got low batt. there was nothing i could do but get worried. so i decided to call him at home because it was already 8:45pm. his mom answered the phone and told me to remind jr about not using his phones while driving since he recently got involved in a car accident. it was like being scolded in a nice way. i felt bad because i think his mom was referring to me about being mostly the texter and caller when jr is driving. when the telephone was handed over to jr i was glad to hear his voice and know that he's safe. he answered me as if nothing happened. no missed calls. no messages. no nothing. then he suddenly cut the conversation short. i don't know if he's avoiding me or what.

then i got a message from him... saying "ang dami palang missed calls. sorry po. naiwan ko phones ko sa dashboard eh... gudnyt... and so on..." i have mixed emotions inside. i don't know kung dapat ba akong mainis or what. is that all that he could say? gudnyt agad?? knowing that he just woke up??? i just don't know... nalalabuan ako.... it's like wala lang.... sometimes gusto ko na lang itago ung cellphone ko para hindi ko na sya masyadong ma-bother. it's like torturing myself lalo na kapag hindi niya sinasagot ang mga calls and messages ko.... and worst of it is 17th monthsary na namin tomorrow... hay............

anyway, added some toons on my blog. hope you'll enjoy them. ciao.

confused,
becky
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